aww bless you!!

i use photoshop cs6 and as far as i can remember i got it from this post (or something similar)

pretty much every tutorial is the same, you can even download the official trial version from the proper website - you just gotta turn your internet off while you’re installing it, and delete the amtlib. file that comes with it, and then replace it with an amtlib. you downloaded from one of the tutorials

and then you are Good to Go